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20050227
so dead...
getting results tomorrow, don't think i can sleep well tonight, maybe kevin's lavender can help me to relax. anyway, i went to watch howl's moving castle yesterday. it was a really nice and touching movie. the story line is really fun and interesting. i definitely recommand this movie to those who haven't watched it.
isignoff10:24 PM
almost here
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind i?d left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
[almost there]
[delta goodrem featuring brian mcfadden]
isignoff10:05 PM
20050226
童话
忘了有多久
再没听到你对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么?
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空 星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局
isignoff1:23 AM
20050225
results...
so fast today is friday le, results would be coming out two days later. didn't expect time to pass so fast, it's really frightening when monday draws nearer and nearer and nearer... worried that i might not do well, even though i decided not to go jc, but then i still want to do well so that some people will not look down on me. i guess going back to school means a sense of warmth and nostalgia to most people. i really missed all my friends, especially the jokes we shared and the laughter we had. i really felt that i did not treasure the time i had with all my friends, some of them i don't even know them well, now that i don't have a chance to, i think it's such a pity. if i ever have another chance, i will defintely be a good friend to everyone. wonder if i would cry on monday or not. nightmare. i have been thinking how my poly life would be, will it be the same as before? will i have many friends that are nice? poly means no more dressing like a kid, also no more two pony tails. i think i have to grow up in my thinkings too, no more baby talks, no more poutings and no more unreasonable temper. the day when i stop worrying will be the day when i die, which is coming soon, literally. first i have to worry about o level exam, after that is the results, and after after that is the school and courses i have to chosse. life is full of uncertainty, in the end i might choose to go jc (...ya rite...)blue's clues is returing to kids central soon, for those who doesn't have a clue on what i type, blue's clues is actually a very educational show for kids. it features nick and a blue dog calls blue. every episodes there will be three paw prints (which is the clue) that lead to what blue would like to do or play. not to forget the notebook and the thinking chair. can't wait for it...
isignoff11:58 PM
20050224
starZzzz...
went out with avril at last, she has been busy working so we seldom get to hang out together as often as before.went to hougang mall, i bought pouch with a mirror and a comb. after that we took 27 to tampines's cpf building cos avril need to get her singpass. the queue quite long, but then quite fast though. after that we went to buy bubble tea and we played pool too. after 3 games, we went back to tm to shop, took neoprints and have a drink at delifrance. after that went to meet tonghow, he gave me a pair of earrings. nice? of course, shaped as a star de ma, i love anything associate with stars.
isignoff11:02 PM
20050221
monday
went to watch jack neo's film 'i do i do' at ps today. went in the early afternoon, the theatre quite empty, with many aunties and uncles coming to support the local movie. the air con is more cold than usual, maybe because there are not many people. i bought a mitten for my handphone too...a white one with a flower sew on top, nice. in the afternoon me and tonghow went to ngee ann city's 'BREEKS! The American Restaurant.Cafes' to eat. the foods there was really nice and it's not really that expensive afterall. maybe is not i pay that's why i think that way. before that we went to tommy jeans and found phyllis standing there looking dazed. took us quite some time to catch her attention. after that we went into a toy shop and found a perfect present for my daddy's birthday..shhh...cannot leaked out too much information ya =P
isignoff11:35 PM
20050219
shopping
i bought a new purse...yeah...it's pink and the purse attached to a furry ball, nice nice...=P
isignoff9:52 PM
20050218
uk funfair
today, avril, qihao, tonghow, yuansen and me went to temasek poly's open house. quite a nice school, wonder i should go to tp or sp, any idea anyone? anyway, must see my results first, maybe i can't even get into poly... we saw lid yinn and yingsi there also, how i missed yingsi, she's always so nice to me... anyway, the mass comm students did a really great job. their performance is so humorous and attractive. oh ya, they have a great band, as in rock band. they are really good, haha... they played nice songs too like 'something about you' by five for fighting and 'accidentally in love' by counting crows. but too bad they didn't play 'boulevard of broken dreams'... after that, we went to causeway point to have lunch cum dinner at pizza hut. haiz, dun remember i owe avril and qihao pizza hut, but then maybe i promised them then i forgot ba. after that, we went to the uk funfair to play. waited very long for the funfair to start, cos it rained then all the rides and tents are wet. adminssion ticket plus tokens for the 2 rides we taking cost $17. we played the roller coaster first cos it's less challenging. anyway, avril keep wanting to play those high high scary scary de, so we chose to play the megadrop. it was kind of frightening i guess. from a few storeys high dropped down in such a speed was...cool. avril didn't win the big teddy bear she wants, wasted. anyway we had fun anyway, tired also.
isignoff10:41 PM
haiz...
i cried again today, im still weak. i used to have everything, i took all of them for granted, in the end im left with nothing. i did not learn my lesson, once again i broke someone's heart, im left with nothing. i always said i don't need other's sympathy, only because im not worth other's sympathy. pathetic. i apologised, which is no good, sorry does not mend anything.
isignoff12:26 AM
...
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
[vanessa carlton][a thousand miles]
isignoff12:10 AM
20050216
da vinci
the seven da vincian principles:
curiosita- an insatiably curious approach to life and an unrelenting quest for continuous learning.
dimostrazione- a commitment to test knowledge through experience, persistence, and a willingness to learn from mistakes.
sensazione- the continual refinement of the senses, especially sight, as the means to enliven experience.
sfumato- a willingness to embrace ambiguity, paradox, and uncertainty.
arte/ scienza- the development of the balance between science and art. logic and imagination. 'whole brain' thinking.
corporalita- the cultivation of grace, ambidexterity, fitness, and poise.
connessione- a recognition of and appreciation for the interconnectedness of all things and phenomena. systems thinking.
|how to think like leonardo da vinci|
|micheal j. gelb|
isignoff11:11 PM
20050212
ha ha ha...
many people have been saying that i always laugh to hide away my unhappiness, disappointment and stuffs. i mean, did i really do that? im not sure myself too. well, maybe sometimes i do force myself to sound and look happy so that people will not be worried about me. but laughing my troubles away do help me reduce my chance of getting depression. maybe i shouldn't laugh that much in the first place. anywaeZ, yesterday rayner vera tonghow and me met up again to go to the pub. before that went to meet my daddy and jason cos kevin need to pass me my present. oh ya, he bought me lavender essence which i think that is called. okay, he said lavender can reduce pain during periods. how nice of him, i usually can die from all my painful cramps. i really love it. watched constantine with tonghow, nice show with nice story lines. we went to taka to find phyllis before going to the pub, phyllis was as pretty as usual, with small face, long straight hair and beautiful eyes. really envy her, did i say that she have nice figure too? reached the pub and it's full house, so in the end we went to cine to play pool. kpool full also, went to subway to eat. after eating, we went home as it's quite late. had fun again, happy, and don't ask me why.
isignoff11:03 PM
20050211
sha lala...
yesterday after visiting my relatives, i went out with rayner, tonghow and vera. yup, we meet again to play pool. the weather is so hot, pity me wear long sleeve shirt waiting for the stupid bus 135 which took forever to reach marine parade from ang mo kio. haiz..tonghow was late somemore, he took the wrong train, made me wait in the non-aircon bus interchange for like minutes. hate the attitude of the staff in the arcade, think they very big ar, so rude, ask them go home drink milk la. the pool was full house when we reached there, so we played air hockey while waiting. it was fun, with lots of screaming and shouting and laughing all i think from me only. geeZ, i was damn noisy. me and vera teamed up and won against rayner and tonghow...yeaH. but then me and rayner teamed up against tonghow and vera and both of us scored the same. with or without calculation, you all should see that girls are better air hockey players. the pool was fun, as usual, i didn't win, muz really polish up my skills or else some people will look down on me. humph. after playing pool, we still got 5 more tokens left. we use the four tokens to play some racing game and i got FIRST!!! hahaZ, racing ma, easy la...humph humph... the last token we played the finding the fault of the picture game. evening liao, we took cab to marina because we were thinking of going to the river hong bao thingy. tonghow found out that he lost his wallet while he wanted to pay for the taxi ride, rushed back to marine parade again to find. so rayner vera and me walked around while waiting for him to come back. in the end he found his wallet at the racer game there, luckily everything is still intact, phew. we ate fish and chips at fish and co for dinner, taste really nice although i didn't finish my portion. luckily rayner was hungry, he helped to finish my food. after dinner, we went to the river hong bao thingy le, so many people. very packed, can only see people's head, must be i too short also la. haiz, very disappointed because no fireworks. kind of boring there, and im sweating like hell, all thanks to my shirt. so we walked back to the esplanade to headed to the rooftop, nice scenary, only can see one star but no moon, maybe thats not a star, maybe a satellite...hahaZ...im no astronomer. went home after that, very tired, but happy. don't ask me why, keep guessing...=P
isignoff12:33 PM
20050209
happi lunar new year
so fast lunar new year is here. it means result is coming out soon, so nothing to be happy or anxious about. yesterday went back to my primary and secondary school to see my friends and teachers. didn't stayed long at nan chiau, had to rush to meet tong how to go to temasek. anyway, so sad that no one is in the school when we reached there, shouldn't have went back in the first place. alrite, we then meet rayner for lunch at tampines swensens. amos came along too, really glad to see him after such a long time. after that we went walk walk in tm, so surprised rayner recognised vera and we end up playing pool together. tong how and me in one team against rayner, amos and vera. rayner is good at pool, most of the balls went into the holes by rayner and tong how. dinner was good, steamboat as usual. not to forget alcoholic drinks. asked my sis to buy breezer for me, in the end she bought the peach, lime and grapefruit favours. the peach taste the best, followed by the grapefruit and do not buy the lime flavour even if you have no choice. slept late and woke up early the next day. went to 4 places today. nothing special happen, just the same as every single year. eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat. ya, think im growing fatter. no need think, confirm fat liao. think i should really go to gym with tong how after chinese new year.
isignoff11:00 PM
20050204
predictable- good charlotte
Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I'm so cold, why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never...
isignoff4:41 PM
20050203
open house in sp
went for the singapore polytechnic open house cum career fair with avril and tong how. kind of lost at first, don't know where to go, but then slowly got familiarise with the surroundings which turns out really nice. we went for a talk about design courses and the lecturer gave out vouchers for those who answered his question correctly. in the end i answered a lame question and got a $10 pizza hut voucher. after the talk, we went to the sp's business and had a tour around the campus. the seniors there are nice, very friendly, but then there's a group of desperate guys from evergreen sec who keep flirting with the seniors. oh ya, saw celine, yizhen, edwin and wenqian there. after the tour we went back to near the engineering block to meet my sis's bf, heard that he wanna intro some guy to avril. don't know and don't care, no one told me anything. lunch time liao, we decided to go to pizza hut and eat. invited edwin, yizhen and wenqian along too. ordered the 4 persons meal. the pizzas taste quite nice, nicer than some other branches. we have 2 pizzas, one hawaiian stuffed crust, one chicken supreme pan pizza, a plate of 12 pieces drumlets, 6 bowl of soups, 2 bowls of salad and 2 jugs of pepsi. talking about all these food makes me hungry. anyway, really had a good time with them, missed those fusion days where we get to play the guessing of the password game. ya, we ate alot, so full, some more laugh alot, laugh until my stomach pain. did i mention that i saw valerie there? hahaz, rayner was telling me about her the day before, today so coincident saw her there. she's still look as good as ever, very happy and cheerful, guess her life has been great. said goodbye to yizhen, edwin and wenqian after lunch, avril, tonghow and me went to suntec to look for avril's ring. not that avril is getting married or something, hahaZ, just an accessories. walked along city link, something happen to me infront of the ig's heaven shop, don't wanna say, veri pai seh, don't ask me. wonder why glass have to be transparent. in the end found out that suntec don't have bits and pieces, so took cab down to wisma to look for jason to take the bits and pieces de vip card from him. after avril bought the ring, we went to cine to take neoprints! haiz...but then not very nice, maybe next time take again ba. played pool too, fun also, laugh alot also. went back home after that, really tired, but then very happy, and i shall not say why. hahaZ..keep guessing...=P
isignoff11:32 PM
