something to get fishy about

20070731

student personal development programme is here again.
still don't know which one to go yet. so many choice to choose from.
i know i want to go for fencing. but who's going with me?
cable ski and cable wakeboarding is cool too =)
riding a horse is too expensive.
culinary skills not worth going for that price leh...
salsa i need a male partner to go with me if not so embarrassing.
maybe i should just go for juggling and unicycling =D geoff should be teaching.
so many more...
anyone wanna go?

isign~~off~~10:23 PM

20070730

bitch, can't you just grow up?
God must have spend a little less time on you.

isign~~off~~11:34 PM

20070729

I wanted your love,
But look what it's done to me,
All my dreams have come to nothing,
Who would have believed?
All the laughter that we shared would be a memory,
I cannot count the tears you've cost me,
If I could have seen.

And do you ever think of me,
And how we used to be?

Oh, I know you're somewhere else right now,
And loving someone else no doubt,
Well I'm one for sorrow,
Ain't it too too bad?
Are you breaking someone else's heart?
'Cos you're taking my love where you are,
Well I'm one for sorrow,
Ain't it too bad about us,

I wanted your love,
But I got uncertainty,
I tried so hard to understand you,
All the good it did me,
Now the places that we knew,
Remind of how we were,
Everything is just the same,
But all I feel is hurt,
And do you ever think of me,
And how we used to be?

isign~~off~~10:48 PM

went to amk hub to watch the simpsons today.
7 of us.
angela. weilong. kevin. sebastian. yaoboon. eugene.
i think we are becoming the weekend movies kakis already =)
anyway. the simpsons is super lame!
spider pig, spider pig =D
i wanna go watch it all over again.
had late dinner at s11. then went home after that.
have to chiong project again.

i don't know why the others like to talk about you.
you are just some loverboy that enjoys hanging out with any other girls.

i love this song.
linkin park- leave out all the rest

isign~~off~~12:30 AM

20070726

i wish you were her
you left out the "E"
you left without me
and now you're somewhere out there with a
bitch slut psycho babe
i hate you why are guys so lame
everything i gave you i want everything back but you

isign~~off~~11:17 PM

20070724

pon school today
yes, u din see wrongly. i indeed PON school today.
for the sake of my photography assignment...sheesh...
even though i did went to school for about 15 mins to pass zx her present.
happy 19th birthday to her. hope she like her guitar.
went to kembangan. ate prata there. the place change so much.
after that to geylang. nothing much to take there, but i get to eat tao huay.
then went down to cityhall area and clarke quay.

i stumble upon nice heart shaped leaves today.

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and a sheep that reminds me of the black sheep

and the scholar sculpture that makes me wished i were him

isign~~off~~11:28 PM

1 presentation down.
3 more assignments and 2 more presentations.
tomorrow still have to chiong my photography assignment.
im so tired...

if you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
you know how i'm feeling it's you i believe in baby can't you see that i need you?

isign~~off~~12:18 AM

20070722

i demand a Singapore's TALLEST Wedding Cake on my wedding day
=)

isign~~off~~5:36 PM

another week ended already.
been busy with assignments, but glad that i still have a life on weekend nights.

he said 'we shouldn't see each other that often'
why did he make her feel like the last resort now?

isign~~off~~12:20 AM

20070720

was clearing my received files and found this sent by adrian
my crazy seniors, miss them alot, astro will never be the same without them.

Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... = adrian
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. = junxian

Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
you are very pessi arent you?
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
humans isnt it?
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
implying humans are pessi?
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
when every single humans are created, a random no of 1 or 2 is generated, 1 makes tt human optimistic while 2 makes tt human pessimistic
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
so sadly , a 2 was generated when i was borned
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
*born
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
when humans are borne, they are given 3 choices
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
1st choice - to make things happen
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
2nd choice - to wait for things to happen
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
3rd choice - ask what happened?
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
so which do you belong to?
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
for this case, all 3 statements are within a if structure, different things that happens to me triggers different execution of the statement
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
i see
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
you have associated yourself with programming language
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
programming languages nowadays works similar to real life situation
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
i beg to differ
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
programming language is more perfect than real life situation
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
a program nv hesitates
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
if there's no choice to make, it gives zero output
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
humans hesitates because of choices
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
that's what that makes them interesting
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
thats when AI comes in isnt it
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
AI is designed in such a way that there will nv be a zero input
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
*output
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
because it doesn't take feelings for it to make decisions
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
whether it hurts or not
gess_vball11: Let's all give mother nature a break and leave our lifes by 2036. says:
there are AI which takes in feelings into account, The Sims, etc
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
it's all programming; it can't match real feelings
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
real feelings are special; they dun falter over time
Fantasized by fantasy... feels so real, yet it's not... says:
programming is diff; all feelings give the same output under any condition

isign~~off~~12:10 AM

20070716

wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
as what i can't have
like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
tonight i'm not afraid to tell you
what i feel about you.

i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
for you i will

forgive me if i stutter
from all of the clutter in my head
cuz i could fall asleep in those eyes
like a water bed
do i seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
i want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
you always want what you can't have
but i've got to try
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
for you i will
for you i will
for you

if i could dim the lights in the mall
and create a mood i would
shout out your name so it echos in every room
i would

that's what i'd do, that's what i'd do to get through to you

i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
and cannon ball into the water
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
you always want what you can't have
but i've got to try
i'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence i have
for you i will
for you i will
for you i will
for you i will

teddy geiger- for you i will (confidence)

isign~~off~~11:09 PM

20070715

met up with waisheng on saturday.
went to amk hub for lunch at ichiban boshi.
the service there was very bad.
after lunch we walked to yio chu kang tennis centre and play tennis.
i hope i did improve a little even though the balls keep hitting the lamp post.
after that wanted to run my 2.4km at the stadium track.
but then they are having some competition so can't use the track.
in the end went to the gym.
i hate running on machines.
i don't feel tired at all after running 2.4= seems like i have not exactly ran 2.4
and the best part is...
YCK GYM HAVE HEATER IN THEIR SHOWERS!!!
after showering i went down to vivo to meet up with angela, weilong, eugene, yaoboon, sebastian, kianloong and wenqing.
wenqing is the new guy i know. he looks exactly like sebastian as if they are twins.
and he have big eyes too =)
we caught harry potter and the order of the phoenix.
it's not really that bad like some had said.
slack at starbucks playing uno after the movie.
missed the last train so we took cab down to orchard and change to the night rider.
reached home at around 2.

today did assignments with zx at my house in the early afternoon.
met up with bryan for movies and concert.
watched die hard 4.0, a very predictable movie.
after movie rushed down to victoria concert hall for the band concert by Mus'art Wind Orchestra.
some interesting and popular pieces like shelter island from east coast pictures, canival, can't take my eyes off you and teresa's song.
it ended at near 10pm, so we went to clarke quay and had dinner.
after that took train home

my legs are aching...

isign~~off~~11:39 PM

20070712

it's friday tomorrow
really fast, i need more time definitely.
weeks since i last had pancakes.
tennis on saturday afternoon, anyone?
not to forget 2.4km run.
busy weekends.
harry potter and the order of the phoenix.
concert at victoria concert hall =)

my eldest sis got her graduation attire today.
26th is her grad ceremony =D

isign~~off~~10:10 PM

20070711

guess what?
it's BAKERZIN again =D
what's more relaxing after truckload of assignments other than shopping and food.
nice food to be exact.

tapas!
caramel panna cotta

coupe black forest, love the dough

coupe cheesecake, =D my favourite

strawberry chocolate fondue, not really that nice. max brenner still the best

and also...
mango mousse, love the mousse only, center!

lavender violet lime, omg...it taste like lavender essence in sprite, but it's purple

i still miss you

isign~~off~~10:34 PM

20070710

you were my first slow dance
thought that we had a chance
but together it was too hard for you
hanging out with your friends
and i accepted things
all i need is for you to be true
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around i want you there
and i need you to stop breaking my heart...
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be true
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing us apart
baby quit breaking my heart
baby i don't feel this way about everyone
something about you boy
nothing seems to be quite like this
holding your hand
touching my face
standing here waiting for our first kiss
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around i want you there
and i need you to stop breaking my heart...
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be true
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing us apart
baby quit breaking my heart
quit breaking my heart
i know you care
but it's just not fair
when you're not around i want you there
and i need you to stop breaking my heart...
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing apart
all i need is for you to be true
quit breaking my heart
it's tearing us apart
baby quit breaking my heart

mandy moore- quit breaking my heart

i miss you

isign~~off~~9:52 PM

20070709

shit happens all the time
i didn't have enough sleep is bad enough

it's okay if you didn't love me
it's okay if you didn't want to see me
it's okay if you didn't want to spend time with me
it's okay if you leave me alone and get on with your life

You can stand under my umbrella, ella, ella, ey, ey, ey.

isign~~off~~11:46 AM

20070707

070707
save the gaia!

finished the oc season 4 this afternoon
don't really like this season cos there's no marissa cooper
mischa is HOT! and so is rachel. i think i said that before =D
did my supply chain management assignment too
sorry angela, chan, jason and waisheng that i can't hangout with all of you today
hope the 4 of you had fun =)
the live earth concert was nice. but then so many artiste i didn't heard of.

you and me song- the wannadies

in this farewell
there’s no blood
there’s no alibi
‘cause i’ve drawn regret
for the truth
of a thousand lies

isign~~off~~11:44 AM

20070706

after school we had our lunch at ichiban sushi
did assignment at my home the whole afternoon.

a zillion hearts to BAKERZIN!
seriously i wished i could try each and every desserts in the menu.
but i know im gonna turn into a pig if that happens
raffles city bakerzin closed already...

chocolate souffle... i melted with it

vanilla Valr Chocolate, mashmellows!!!

my all time favourite, strawberry shortcake =D

pull and bear stop selling the cardigan that i wanted =(
so tempted to buy the white mini skirt from topshop that cost 66.
guess it's a waste to spend my card on tt so didn't get to buy anything today.
i want to visit ettusais counter soon.

isign~~off~~11:54 AM

20070705

before you criticize someone, take a walk in his shoe.
so when you are critcizing him, you are a mile away and with his shoe.

photography lesson starts at 8.30 and supposedly end at 10
reached school at 9 and the lesson already ended
but still go to the class to look for teacher
he's a nice guy to give us attendance =D
and he commented that we are one of the first few that are from SB/SMIT that takes nice photographs
got warned by some teacher from the triple e side not to play cards in school
jerrl say we are from chemical life science so it's alrite =P
i still prefer my school area cos no one really cares
after school went to bugis to shop.
bought vichy cleanser. a white esprit basic top cupid edition.
back to compasspoint and bought a pair of demin shorts =D

im craving for BAKERZIN!
and i want my CARDIGAN!

mandy moore- stupid cupid

well, since I kissed his lovin' lips of wine
the thing that bothers me is that I like it fine

isign~~off~~11:52 PM

20070704

watched nancy drew at the cathay after school
not as boring as what khay said
but emma roberts is as beautiful as her aunt julia
max thieriot is cute and there's tate donovan too.

it's rather creepy...
who could have guessed that she's actually linlin jiejie's cousin
too coincident until i can't believe my eyes
but then the truth is there, they even have the same surname
meaning auntie poh is her aunt. uncle ***g is her uncle.
ahmeng korkor is her cousin.
argh...why must it be this way?!!?
i don't wanna have ANYTHING to do with her =(

linlin jiejie is the red one =) she's a really sweet sister to us.

nothing but pennies in my pocket
nothing but faith to keep me warm
well, baby, then I would be broke without it
tell me, how much for your love?
slip my heart in your back pocket
all I got to keep you warm
so baby don't leave me here without it
tell me, how much for your love?

isign~~off~~9:08 PM

20070703

school is boring.
I LOVE DONUTS!
do you know that suntec open a new donut factory outlet which is bigger and allows people to make reservations?
teehee.
i did art today =)
had just a teeny weeny cup of vodka pear flavour.
no effect on me. oh well...
i still miss my darling carel and meimei =(

gym class heroes- cupids chokehold

isign~~off~~12:37 AM

20070701

did assignment in the afternoon for awhile.
after that shopped around tampines mall.
metro had 50% off for it's closing down sales. too packed so no mood to buy anything.
watched TRANSFORMERS. at last!
i frigging LOVE optimus prime. since then and till forever!
I GOT SO HIGH THROUGHOUT AND AFTER THE MOVIE!!!
im missing the transformers cartoon on every sunday morning when i was young.
i want my childhood back!
school starts tomorrow.
got to chiong assignments for the rest of the semester already.
hope i still have time for some movies =)

NAPFA coming and i've not train!!!

isign~~off~~11:20 PM