something to get fishy about

20080428

my new found love, pudding

isign~~off~~11:43 AM

20080427

my dad finally said yes for me to go to bangkok with mr know-HOW! but it will be a really short one of a few days only though, hopefully it is enough for shopping! i mean, that's the only reason im going there for anyway.

went to the singapore flyers with W on sunday. had a great time there, although i feel that the ride is pretty boring halfway through. let the pictures do the talking.

on the way up

the highest point!

oh well, monday went for the company lunch at Conrad Centennial Singapore for buffet. one of the big boss is leaving. the food is like really really nice. had fried rice and fish, lamb, chicken, sushi... the desserts are like oh my god! who cares if im sick! lol, tried most of the cakes and crepes. im in heaven.

tuesday i went to the iron man gala at lido. there's a tea reception before the movie so i decided to get myself a glass of red wine =D mindee ong came as a guest to support HIP, she's so skinny lah! the show is pretty good, a typical hero movie. went home pretty late though after the show.

isign~~off~~10:47 PM

20080423

i'm so sick ): fever, cold limps, sore throat, cough. where's my TLC?

isign~~off~~10:27 PM

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i got really angry when my babe told me about what Y did to her (im using her second initials unlike my babe cos i doubt she'll ever read this). it all came down to the same thing, we trusted her too much. damn, look at her, innocent and all, you thought that she'll never do anything to hurt you. although i know that my babe is partly in the wrong to tell her the gossip of this bf-snatching girl she heard from her colleague just because she feel that Y is the only person there she know since we are from the same high school, but why did Y have to (should i use the word stupidly?) tell the other (wrong) person. betrayal. just as i thought that she and my ex bf is purely just friend a few years back, she hooked up with him behind me back. betrayal and just another bf-snatching person. i really hope that her conscience is eating her. to my babe: don't feel bad anymore, i will always be here for you!

went to buy camera on friday and we found canon digital IXUS 80 IS and got the blue one

met up with the ladies to collect our graduation robes, lot's of catching up along the way. after collecting we took bus down to suntec to have lunch. after that H left for her classes, leaving the 3 of us. so in the end we went to new zealand natural ice cream for desserts and more gossips. met up with K after that, he bought me many light sticks cos i complained that he didn't share them with me. we sat at gelare for more desserts and drinks, not to forget catching up. too bad J isn't free to meet up with us. after that met W for dinner at bakerzin.

air supply is having their concert in singapore soon, man they look so old already.

isign~~off~~1:20 PM

20080418

those of you who've been to my office, at my desk, you'll probably find a weird stench coming from the area. yes, i've been rotting badly for days, weeks even. now i'm resort to blogging illegally using the company's laptop under peering eyes of those hardworking colleagues. supervisor is away for a few days (yes i know, again). luckily the trip he's making is during the weekend, or else i will be left under the wings of another colleague for a longer period of time, who will teach me sql again, sigh.

seriously, im going through this painful period lately. how many times i got myself hurt, i can't remember. just lately this guy had his laptop bag losing control and hit my knee. and now i can't walk properly, guess the impact of the hit got to my nerves and thus muscle ache (or even worst than that) hope my poor swollen leg feel better soon, if not i'll have to give up my shopping for this weekend to mend my leg. mum has been nagging that im not eating enough, her idea is that, because i have not much flesh on my body, my body is becoming fragile and easily hurt by small bumps. i've been trying really hard to gain back my weight loss. who say losing weight is hard? it's not easy to gain weight as well. what to do? wrap me up in cotton wool upon a pedestal? nah, i'm not a vase.

mr know-How is going to thailand with project mates and sp lecturer for competition. i'm still thinking whether i should follow or not, mum wasn't really supportive of me going oversea without her, especially to bangkok for free and easy trips. gosh, i need to make up my mind soon, air tickets are selling fast! private guitar lessons starting soon too, hope my butter fingers can play something reasonable out of my classical guitar (how i wish it's a spanish guitar).

it's going three already, 3 more hours before the start of the weekend! im counting down already.

enjoy the weekend folks (:

isign~~off~~1:55 PM

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it is so frigging unfair. yes, i know i shouldn't be bothered by things that are beyond my control. especially when it comes to other people's thoughts and perception. how should i put it in words? no, i was never trying to gain sympathy. it may seem that i appear to be the heck-care, strong, and so becoming the guilty one as i don't crawl beside people's leg and rant/cry about how i was treated. and letting all the relating people know about what i've done and not letting them know what you've done and not done is totally **** up. just because people actually do that, everyone just had to comment something... (about me). so what if i'm the one taking the first move, to be away? and no, even though i accepted the fact that i should be the one to blame doesn't mean that this should be exploited. does it mean that only one party is at fault? yes, you've won. people are all thinking that i'm such a bitch, someone who doesn't worth you're time/effort/energy.

this is fictional, oh what ever, im already behind the jail bar you set up.

isign~~off~~9:53 PM

20080412

unlucky week, a hurtful one to be exact. i fell in the office by tripping over my shoe. the carpeted floor causes those friction kind of bruise on my knee cap. so unglam ): some more there's this morning where this lady, whose btw not slim, stepped on my leg with her HEELS when the lrt brake suddenly. frigging pain can! the bruise was swollen and i was bleeding. work this week is pretty boring because i have nothing to do for days. oh well, another week has past just like that.

went to watch the bucket list with W. a really meaningful and touching movie. quite sad at the ending, a really good movie to catch. can't wait for end of the month for all the good movies to come out like sex and the city, over her dead body, iron man kung fu panda and made of honour. oh ya, im so looking forward to visiting the singapore flyer at the last sunday of this month as well.

petrol is really expensive, travelling to a few places already used up 30 bucks of petrol. but at least i get to the doctor and some retail theraphy comfortably. this weekend spent like a hundred plus for medicine and bill. not to forget the top that i've bought from promod, gosh, i think i should save up more. but who can resist shopping for clothes and shoes? not me. went to look for avril at lee wei song school of music to take the contact lens. will try them on later this month after my contact lens for this month is due for a change.

he must hate me for doing that to him

isign~~off~~11:12 PM

20080406

been weeks since i last blogged. my crushed life has been pretty much building up and i have been trying really hard to go back to my normal and peaceful life. 'used-to-be' my favourite boy is hiding away from me in msn, deleted me in friendster and chucking all the stuffs away down the rubbish chute. i pretty much expected the big reaction, i was to blame in the first place anyway. if only i could tolerate and wait, if only... there would be so many ifs. im glad that im wasnt being told off when i chose to still keep his stuffs. i could never forget him, he was onced in my life and still is important to me. this bittersweet feeling is unbearable, but being apologetic and grateful for everything that he've done for me, i wish that a better one will replace me.

work has been the same, i have my own table as well as keys to my drawers and cupboards. attended their all staff meeting at the park royal hotel ballroom and also department meeting to celebrate april babies birthday. the company give really good welfare to their staffs.

K is back from thailand after a month of training there. met up with the old friend for a dinner after work. he bought me a thai duck stuffed toy and some streamers with my name sew on it, thanks! we chatted the usual stuffs, about our lives and jason, you are missed by us!

watched definitely, maybe with W, the show is pretty much okay. everyone is given many chances to choose who you want to be with. after much stumble and fall, im sure that i will find the best person that is here to stay.

shopping therapy with A was like the best thing ever, lots of girl talk and man-bitching session. both of us were so worried about the uni postings, i have not yet received any letters from any schools till now. congrats to those who've received, choose the school that you really want to go to aye, especially tt kibosh girl =D after getting my pay, i set aside 300 bucks this month for my thailand trip. and i spend like 100 bucks on the weekend. i actually spend 65 bucks on a silk halter babydoll lingerie from la senza

i really like it man

spend a hundred bucks for a pair of gold earrings for W grandma's birthday from poh heng jewellery. after which we celebrated at the spring court resturant down chinatown. typical cantonese family, the relatives all speaks canto and sings canto songs. im totally out of place suddenly even though im a cantonese as well, canto seem to be alien language for me. the food there is average, i love the fish there, that's pretty much about it.

oh ya, my computer is reformatted and installed with windows vista. i still prefer the old windows xp because i was so much used to it already. but i love exploring the new functions. all my songs are gone by the way due to some miscommunication. im so gonna get them back from A soon.

godiva is love (:

jonas brothers- when you look in my eyes

isign~~off~~6:10 PM